Sunday, July 02, 2006
ATTENTION : mY new Blog : www.loveaiai.blogspot.com
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Friday, June 30, 2006
chest pain again.. so stupid...tell me why?? Argh...
did tutorial 19 and 20.. but still quite blur with implict differentiation...will ask ms yang on sun... did carbonyl compound just nw.. quite satisfied... understand most of them....
wad shld i do tmr neh? maybe look thru chemistry...maybe do mind map..read thru mr looh notes... ha...see first.. or do GP.. hehe... nt sure....oh to add on... i finished packaging my stuff... hehe.. hav a clean fresh place liao.. haha... can study for promo liao.... is first wk of oct..
organising bbq.. hopefully it wil be a successful one... i hope it wont defeat the main purpose... but i noe i cannot be selfish oso... but hey.. u cant say that i am selfish.. i organise tat is not for my own purpose....
gg to swim tmr?.. but oso quite sianz... argh.. why nobody jio me out tmr??.. haix.. all nt free.... gg to beach on sun.. gg to buy smthg on sun... haha
tired... eyes are closing.... *vanished* heart is aching.. sob sob....
Posted at 07:33 pm by loveaiai
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Thursday, June 29, 2006
hmmm.. feeling rather happy since JCt is over.. ..but honestly wil be disappointed if i failed all hOw? can i pass chem and econ n chi n GP? haix.. sad very sad.... so weird.. sad and happy
well.. need to start packaging my stuff that are lying on my table... need a clean and fresh place to start workin for promo.. haha... Am i ready? of course.. let me rest a while more..i will start doing tutorials..need to go and buy maths workbook to do already.. god bless me sia.. aha...
some evalutions.. need to have better understand of phenol, atomic structure.. need to clear all my doubts by second wk of july....keep practising maths =] and physic..=]..jia you liwan... stay positive....
hhaa.. i praise 2 teachers within 2 days... but is frm my heart la..haha...hope that they can always be that caring and sweet.. treat them like my sister n fren.. isnt it gd? ha... happy marking..
is time to go n take a nap... feel super tired... wake up le watch tv... Just keep watching.... eyes are closing.. hehe
Posted at 05:40 pm by loveaiai
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
A new beginning.. i still searching for YOU
today marks the end of the holiday.. which mean tmr is the start of june common test.. well it will be over soon.. liwan jia you.. give your best so that u will not regret .... i wanna to thankz the teachers who have been helping me throughout the holiday.. thankz... i oso wanna to thankz my frens out there who always support me... yupz... =]
going out later to have lunch... didnt wanna to go .. but to be someone who is capable.. shld learn also to spend some time with family... yes, i am working towards that... wish me luck..i guess i won be sleeping today..i will chiong all the way tonite though i am feeling tired now..
trying to find massive motivation to spur myself on... a bit tough to find... they are very important to me.. they can help me to reach for goals... i am still searching for YOU.. please stop avoiding me.. i need YOU to give me the strength.. =]
dont feel very welll... just now went to read sandy blog.. a bit sad... shldnt let her feel that she is useless.. wont tell her nxt time if i am in pain or sick... i dont wan her to be unhappy... SANDY TAKE CARE =]
Posted at 01:59 pm by loveaiai
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
Free from tuition.. hehe.. weird...
at last i am free from tuition for my saturday.. hehe... very happy...i think this is the first time i am feeling super happy without ny tuition..if my close fren noe of that.. they will tink i am super weird again...i used to enjoy my tuitions..happy!!!!! i get to really study for very long hrs ba and stare at my paper..talk crap for a while...but i have tuition tmr la.. hehe...
look a bit pale today.. not sure of the reason.. maybe is because these few days i din eat much.. dont have appetite...not sure of the reason.. my chest start to pain again.. i think is because i kept coughing and a bit sore throat.. lost my voice... This morning i had a bad headache..last for very long.. shld be fine now.. Now is my chest.. sob sob.. god are u playing tricks with me?? i am really tired..
did maths just now.. function and a bit of graphs.. still not that bad.. hehe... tmr inequalities... haha... i revised organic chem again just nw.. quite happy actually... maybe cos i din 4get a lot.. have to restudy everything from mole concept to organic chem again.. must restudy for at least 2 to 3 times again. I did restudy my market structure.. haix.. quite terrible actually.. sob sob.. i think tmr morning have to study market structure again... maybe tonight??.. Not sure.. see how first....if not will study a bit this tues... haa..
gonna bathe before i restudy..wil be more refresh later... *cough*couGh*.. haix... feel like eating chocolate but i can't bear the consequences after eating them... hee.. *vanished*
Posted at 04:28 pm by loveaiai
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Friday, June 23, 2006
didnt get to go sch today for consultation...Ms fong is sick.. hope she is feeling better. Thankz ms fong for helping me, i noe u tried your best le.. i am very touched... i am very grateful that you are willing to help me... Hope that u will recover soon.. jia you
went for tuition today... hmmm.. chatted with angie... she said that everyone is born to be selfish so i cannot always care for others... haix.. what can i do.?i am born like that.. haix.. she said i will certainly become very depressed one day.. i agree with her.. but wad can i do again??.. she said i cannot let my emotions control my feelings.. haix.. i knoe all wad i shld nt do.. but wad can i do again???.. sigh..
gg to have my dinner.. watch tv.. study again.... Argh.. liwan jia you.. u can do it...!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 08:00 pm by loveaiai
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
feeling better today.. i couldnt talk this morning.. having sore throat.. quite bad.. suppose to meet ms fong for consultation today. She had a fever yesterday... i guess we both guessed correctly that day.. she will be sick during first and last wk.. i will be sick during the last week of jct.. haix..*cough*coUGh**cough*.. i am happy that i can sleep yesterday.. so lucky... i guess i need to put a book beside my bed then i can sleep.. haha
revised maths this morning.. differentiation only... gonna revise chem later.. Re-study thoroughly.. i can do it de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jia yoU li wan....
Hope that i can consult ms fong tmr... hopefully she is beta le.. hmm.. i have ample of ques to ask her... honestly i scared that she cannot make it for tmr.. but of course i will tell her to stay at hme n rest if she sick.. but i will sure die.. i cant possibly go for exm with so many doubts.. i will sure wet my skirt even b4 the day of exam with all the doubts in my MInd... haix.. i think i am still a bit feverish lor... HAix.. later gt econ tuition... no comment... *vanished* time to study.
Posted at 12:51 pm by loveaiai
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
WAD HAPPENED TO ME? I AM FEELING VERY TIRED YET I REALLY COULDNT SLP YESTERDAY NITE.. I HAD FEVER AT ABT 12 PLUS... THEN I COULDNT SLP THOUGH I HAVE TAKEN PANADOLS.. SOB SOB.... I FEEL LIKE TAKING A NAP NOW.. I TRIED BUT I STILL CANNOT SLP.. wAD HAPPENED? IS IT COS OF JCT? TOO EXCITED?? I GUESS SO ... hELP ME.... THAT KIND OF FEELING IS JUST LIKE WHEN A CHILD KNOW THAT SHE/HE IS GOING TO NEW YORK FOR HOLIDAY.. SHE/HE IS TOO EXCITED TO SLEEP.. I AM FEELING THAT WAY.. IS IT A GD THING OR A BAD THING???... sOB SOb.. I CANT THINK IF I AM TIRED!!!!!!!!!! STILL HAVE 4 MORE DAYS .. HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE?
I WILL TRY AGAIN.. I WILL GO AND BATHE NOW.. AFTER THAT SLEEPIN MY MU ROOM WHICH IS AIRCONDITIONED..... SOB SOB........... goD HELP ME.............................
Posted at 05:40 pm by loveaiai
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
about 8 more days to JCT... i really cant wait for JCt to Go... that kind of life i am lliving now really suck... sob sob.. i dun need anyone to pity me ba....SOB sob.. jut let me cry...!!!!!!!!!!!!
HMmm.. gg to buy bag today.. dun wan to be buy.. kana forec again.. wanna to study... find that my pace is slower le... I must finish econ by tmr???.. Sob soB... stop touching chem le... will get back to chem on mOn ba... ARGH!!!!!...
Having physic tuition at 3.00...FOR 3 hRS lor.. that shOWs that my physic sux... soB soB.. nvm.. wilL JIA you.. try HArder.. PUSh harder.......... YUpz.. IS time to pack my things *VAnished*
Posted at 03:16 pm by loveaiai
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
My sister bought a new camera yesterday, took a lot of pics... i noe selene and sandy wan to c me with my new spec.. so that they can start to tease me... but i am not a nerd k????...... I dun looK like one.. hehe..=]...i wanted to upload the pic here but too bad they said too big le...
trying to finish econ till perfect com yesterday.. did nt really make it.. hmm.. today will sure finish it.. have to do physic... =[... i felt quite sad yesterday.. felt like quitting all my tuitions.. and slp at hme... dun feel like studying... but cannot... continue to strive........=] it is easier to say than done.. help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is time to go n sudy again.. haix.. simply no life... Argh.........*vanished*
Posted at 10:54 am by loveaiai
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